On My Mind
I know it’s been a long time since I have written, and frankly I don’t think I am up to writing a part two of my last entry. Do you ever...
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Missy
- Jun 23
- 2 min
The Tale of a Fucked Up Life part 1
I have been thinking a lot about how I don't really know myself. I think from the day I was born, I was unwanted by those closest to me,...
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Missy
- Jun 14
- 1 min
The Boy Who Caused Me PTSD
Here are some signs of PTSD. vivid flashbacks (feeling like the trauma is happening right now) intrusive thoughts or images nightmares...
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Missy
- Jun 13
- 1 min
Finding yourself
I know I haven't written in a while. I'm sure you're all secretly heartbroken. I have been trying to create a shift in my life. A...
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Missy
- May 22
- 1 min
Be Your Passion
I was thinking about the phrase, "history repeats itself," and so in this way, we are meant to learn from it and not repeat it. Over the...
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Missy
- May 16
- 1 min
Four Into Forty
Four into forty, and I have learned that I both care too much and too little. I haven't allowed myself to be who I am because of the...
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Missy
- Apr 25
- 1 min
Writing
You know what I think is the real problem we have going today, nobody likes anyone anymore. We don't like ourselves either. We have gone...
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Missy
- Apr 13
- 1 min
Old Dreams
You know, even when I was a kid, I thought, if I could do one thing, it would be to make the world better. Maybe that's why I feel so...
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Missy
- Apr 12
- 1 min
Sorrow
I know I haven't written in a few days, maybe longer. The days have been something I don't really have the capacity to describe in words....
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Missy
- Apr 5
- 1 min
Fear
Still in a funk, pushing me this way and that. I just don't think that I know who I am. Life feels so scary and overwhelming, but for no...
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Missy
- Apr 4
- 1 min
Strange Thoughts
I am having the weirdest mix of anxiety and wanting to talk to someone. I have this underlying feeling that it is someone specific, but...
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Missy
- Apr 3
- 1 min
Time
It seems like things are going back to their everyday routine, but I fear that's only going to lead to the same cycle repeating itself....
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Missy
- Mar 31
- 1 min
Thoughts on Motherhood
I used to try to be the perfect mom, or at least the opposite of what my mom was to me. When my daughter was born, I was lost and...
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Missy
- Mar 28
- 1 min
Humanity
This morning I woke up with a great deal of anxiety. Some days are like that, no explanation except past trauma sneaking up on me. I will...
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Missy
- Mar 24
- 1 min
Deeply Rooted
I was reminiscing this morning over my childhood, and what it is that I really detest so much about the mindset of the people that I live...
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Missy
- Mar 23
- 1 min
I will always be here, and I have always been here.
I was thinking about Christianity this morning, and the reason it has always felt lacking to me. I have some really amazing friends that...
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Missy
- Mar 20
- 2 min
Restlessness
I find the more restless I am, the more reckless I become. It becomes harder to hold on to the things that ground me. I need busyness, I...
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Missy
- Mar 19
- 2 min
I'm still standing
Well, let's hope this post saves so you don't have to see that side of me again. Though, honestly, I'm not sure anyone looked anyway and...
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Missy
- Mar 14
- 1 min
Reality
So, I wrote a really thoughtful blog and it didn't save. I don't think I have it in me again to try to recreate that. Anyway, be good to...
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Missy
- Mar 11
- 2 min
Random
It's a Saturday, so you think it would be a fabulous day. I do admit that I like that there is some sunshine peaking through. I don't...
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