Here are some signs of PTSD.
vivid flashbacks (feeling like the trauma is happening right now)
intrusive thoughts or images
nightmares
intense distress at real or symbolic reminders of the trauma
panicking when reminded of the trauma
being easily upset or angry
feeling like you can't trust anyone
feeling like nowhere is safe
feeling like nobody understands
blaming yourself for what happened
experiencing emotions that you felt during the trauma
coping with change
simply enjoying your leisure time
suicidal feelings
anxiety disorders
depression
I know you will never see this, but these are the crimes I hold against you. I will never understand what you did, and I never will. Accepting that fact may be the hardest part.